Friday, June 14, 2013

I Corinthians 13


“Love never fails.”

Oh snap, but I do. So you won’t catch me reading 1 Corinthians 13 at my wedding—I can’t decide if I’d keel over from mortification or flee in panic. Great. Thanks for reading that in front of EVERYONE and asking me to live up to it. I feel amazing. Actually, I quit. No really. You can all go home now…

Let’s just admit it: I know I can’t and I won’t ever do love “right” according to this passage. I’m not always patient. Not always kind. And let’s not even talk about pride or anger or all the rest of it…

You know what makes me feel better? None of us human beings does it right.

You know what makes me feel worse? None of us human beings does it right.

We see love reflected dimly, played out by messed-up people in a messed-up world. And often, it ain’t pretty.

But my failure to love perfectly doesn’t mean Love itself has failed.

I’m a funhouse mirror. Sometimes if the angle is just right, you can catch a glimpse of the true reflection. Usually, though, it’s stretched out or wobbly or just plain silly. Sometimes it’s grotesque. But I’m a wacked-out, wiggly mirror. Please don’t judge the Original by me.

Because one bright day, that messed-up mirror you hold in front of your face will be cast down, and all dim reflections around you will pale compared to the real face of Love in all his glory.

Love who is patient, Love who is kind. Love who keeps no record of wrongs. Love who never fails.

And in the knowledge that that Face exists, soldier on, little funhouse mirror. Do your best. His face is worth the reflecting.

“Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror, then we shall see face to face...”

Friday, May 17, 2013

Sun Rise, Sun Set


Psalm 30:5 “Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.”

What if joy isn’t about being completely happy because life finally makes sense? What if I’m not waiting for my brokenness to disappear but just waiting for daily grace?

Maybe then I wouldn’t be angry with God at the onset of evening or doubt his goodness because today’s sunshine didn’t last. We’re promised joy in the morning, not joy from here on out. Yes, we are kept safe for a never-ending Day. No more night, no more tears. But for now, our sun rides a circuit. And God is as faithful in the sun’s setting as he is in its rising. The mercies are always new.

Don’t be afraid when joy disappears. Don’t be afraid of the dark.

We ride a broken record of dawn and dusk. Night is inescapable, but dawn is just as relentless. Joy always returns.